A once in a lifetime experience... BEYONCE was in my backyard! Literally, she came to the Gwinnett Arena and there was no way that I was going to miss her. I was able to secure our tickets by the skin of my teeth and we waited almost five months for the day to arrive. I will tell you that it was well worth the wait. The show was amazing and we sang and danced for over two hours to "Survivor, Halo, Crazy in Love, Irreplaceable and many other Bey fav's. It was a night to remember!
It amazes me how different peoples reactions are when I tell them I lost my baby. All in all I've only had to answer this question about six times. I know that it doesn't sound like an awful lot but each one still manages to throw me into a funk. Yesterday, three people, today one. I play these conversations over and over in my head and wonder how the other person took the news. It all starts with a sweet, innocent gesture, a simple: "So, how's the baby?" I reply, "Unfortunately, we lost her". If you can imagine the look of someone seeing a ghost, that's about the look I receive. I've heard: "I'm so sorry", "God Bless You", "that's not the answer that I was expecting" "Oh, I totally forgot!" (guessing this person knew and asked without thinking?!?) Some people blush and look like they want to run away, some gave me a hug, some say they will keep me in their prayers. And before you know ...
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