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Puppy Soul

She is "just a dog" right? But can a puppy have a soul?
I know it sounds strange but this puppy, something about her is different. I realized last night that She knows when I'm happy, She knows if I'm sad, she seems to know just the right time to cuddle up with me with her head tucked under my chin. 
She stares at me sometimes, almost as if she is trying to tell me something with her eyes. 
She has no idea what we've been through in the last few months....
or does she?



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  1. I honestly think she was put on this earth for you and mike to love and to cherish. She is NO replacement but I dont think she would be doing as good as she is if she wasnt with you !

    We love and miss you :))

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