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"So, how's the baby?"

It amazes me how different peoples reactions are when I tell them I lost my baby. All in all I've only had to answer this question about six times. I know that it doesn't sound like an awful lot but each one still manages to throw me into a funk. Yesterday, three people, today one. I play these conversations over and over in my head and wonder how the other person took the news. It all starts with a sweet, innocent gesture, a simple: "So, how's the baby?" I reply, "Unfortunately, we lost her". If you can imagine the look of someone seeing a ghost, that's about the look I receive. I've heard: "I'm so sorry", "God Bless You", "that's not the answer that I was expecting" "Oh, I totally forgot!" (guessing this person knew and asked without thinking?!?) Some people blush and look like they want to run away, some gave me a hug, some say they will keep me in their prayers. And before you know ...

9 Weeks!

How far along? 9 weeks! I cannot believe how fast the weeks are flying by. Total weight gain: 1.5 lbs Maternity clothes? not yet... but finding it hard to wear some of my work pants! Stretch marks? NO. trying to prevent them by lathering up after the shower. Sleep: sleeping ok- but not wanting to get out of bed in the morning Best moment this week: Hearing baby's heartbeat at my 9 week ultrasound, 160 bpm! It was amazing and I am glad my mom was able to share the moment with me. Miss Anything? A frozen mango margarita :( Movement: .. no Food cravings: Green apples and string cheese, Starbucks panini... Roasted tomato with mozzarella and pesto sauce, YUM! Anything making you queasy or sick: Smells in the car, fumes Gender: not yet! Labor Signs: No Symptoms: overall feeling pretty great! Very hungry in the morning. Belly Button in or out? in Wedding rings on or off? on Happy or Moody most of the ...

Lessons From the Road

1) My husband is an expert at eating sunflower seeds. Almost squirrel like he stored a hand full of seeds in his cheek, cracked, chewed and spit the shells into an empty Krystal box for hours at a time. After knowing this man for eight years I never knew he had this talent. He attempted to explain the seed eating process to me, but I'm just not that coordinated. Along with lobster, shrimp and other nuts I just don't see the point of all of the effort it takes to get to a piece of meat or a nut so small. His lovely "spit box" 2) Hotel hair dryers are not normal. No matter where you are. Even at the nicest hotels they still manage to frizz and fry. Don't get me wrong I never leave home without my own personal hairdryer but for some reason I always want to try that cute little convenient one mounted to the wall. (Hotel Dryer) (My Dryer) 3) Never trust a seagull. These birds are mean and they will poop on you. Just lying on the...

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