I survived my first week back at work.... Barely (I only worked three days but it felt like a whole week) The first day back was filled with tons of emotion, anxiety, and also fulfilment. It feels like time had literally stopped for me while everyone and everything just kept on ticking. It's the strangest feeling in the world. My close group of ladies have been so helpful and welcoming. I was given this beautiful bracelet to signify strenght and have worn it for the past three days.
Welcome to 2013.....2013, the year we were so excited to become parents, have a family and welcome our daughter Madison into the world. When you first find out your "due date" the day is forever engraved in your mind, your body, and your soul. You tell everyone the date and circle every calendar that you own. You count down the weeks until your due date and say it countless times as it's usually the first thing someone asks you when they find out that you're pregnant. For us January 10, 2013 is that date. There is no guarantee that she would have actually been born on this exact date, but as this date gets closer I can't stop wondering when her actual date of arrival would have been. January 10th, it seemed like a lifetime away when I saw my first positive pregnancy test on May 4th 2012. I have to say that the 32 and 1/2 weeks that I was pregnant flew by very quickly.... and here we are now into January and I feel this empty feeling inside as I...
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