A once in a lifetime experience... BEYONCE was in my backyard! Literally, she came to the Gwinnett Arena and there was no way that I was going to miss her. I was able to secure our tickets by the skin of my teeth and we waited almost five months for the day to arrive. I will tell you that it was well worth the wait. The show was amazing and we sang and danced for over two hours to "Survivor, Halo, Crazy in Love, Irreplaceable and many other Bey fav's. It was a night to remember!
Grieving... it is sometimes described as a "roller coaster" but there are no words to describe the roller coaster that I am on. Some days go by and I am completely fine, I don't know how but we still laugh, I act goofy with Mike and we are "normal"... our kind of normal. Then, out of no where it's like someone drops a bomb on you and you spin out of control and a wave of emotions take over and you loose complete control. One minute I'm angry that our daughter is gone and I cannot see her or hold her, the next minute I an anxious about how our life will never be the same and how do I go on with day to day activities. It is the strangest feeling to be so out of control of your feelings and emotions. I want to say that we are "OK" and that 90% of the time we are strong and staying positive, I know that is what Madison would want and that she is looking down on us giving us the strenght we need. We have a wonderful support group that
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