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I'm Baaaaack

I survived my first week back at work.... Barely (I only worked three days but it felt like a whole week) The first day back was filled with tons of emotion, anxiety, and also fulfilment. It feels like time had literally stopped for me while everyone and everything just kept on ticking. It's the strangest feeling in the world. My close group of ladies have been so helpful and welcoming. I was given this beautiful bracelet to signify strenght and have worn it for the past three days.

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